Stay by My side and other stuffs

Lol...couldn't get myself to exercise now. Malas and on the roll to blog mores. Crazy over this Korean song since watching the show over at 8TV, more so over the weekend for the opening credit by Miya from Hello! Miss drama series: ttp://images.google.com.my/images?hl=en&q=Hello+Miss%5C&um=1&ie=UTF-8 Loved this drama series. Character Can Min and Dong Kui are soooo...mmmm....and the laydehs....good looking ones too. These new generation koreans...good lookers I tell you! If only I was as goodlooking as the laydehs since many people think that I could be from Korea! Played the song over and over and over again. It's catchy and upbeat *Smuuuaaah* Song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1A3GpxcgAg My swoonness over.......... Jang Dong Goon http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0z5aD3wDOPA Bae Yong Joon and a few more.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wAjWuTkqe_o Daniel Henney...and he sings! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wQ3ihzESKpk

Physical and mental exercise

Just had my binge of nachos and dark chocolate balls with a honey drink. Decided to do up a bit on my blog here since I'm pretty neurotic with what I am doing when I really like doing something before I head off to exercise. Hopefully, I still have energy left of BSFF! Got to work on those relationship issues which I've placed on the back burner for awhile since I've come to terms with myself that I am liking this someone but he is residing in another country...and he has this thing for hot looking chinese chiccas and I'm likely out of the equation!hmmph....Fine...it's always better to down play oneself...*sniggers*. .....Oh man...I can feel it, another roller coaster ride of emotions and imaginations coming around or hding in the corners of my mind. Hate it and love it at the same time as distance isn't a bad thing for me in such a circumstance. The only issue is I have no blurdy idea how he feels for me even though I know that it's best to keep that question out of my mind...hmm...the mind is always creeping up on us with thoughts whether we want to or not! *Just can't go there as the last time I went there with another man who was "tubby" looking and not even on my hitlist of dateable hotness, I hurt myself bad* Will BSFF on that later. This brings to mind about a colleague who had problems with her migraine. Coincidentally, my EFT sharing was timely. Glad to be of help to her with that. Am feeling quite glad with meself to share my novice learning of the basic recipe. This is very good to rebuild my self esteem and Way to go for Gary Craig-He's DA MAN!............My next energy therapy is BSFF-Dr Nims. Oops...time's running out....gots to go exercising. *Exciting moments now*

Blog some - Reconnection + energy therapies

As I'm sitting on my health hazard ergonomic chair or "sitting on the bench" at while peeping at my colleagues just to know what they're up to at their desk.....I'm wondering how would I feel if I was being paid to just type my thoughts away since I get bored easily. Who pays for our thoughts anyway?...kekek. This is a great feeling I'm getting *although my lower back still aches since early Feb* as I have some freedom of space. I'm waiting for another moment for my turn to "spit venom" at someone just like she did to me with all those emails..my turn..my turn now!muahaha. "siau cha bo" is some would call me I reckon...whatever! And now, another issue with people digging their nose almost all the time at work and does it enjoyably too!! So many things to comment about these some people who I am in the same company with but I am choosing to stop this moment and channel much of that energy for my interest in blogging down my thoughts for sharing. As I look back, a few things have happened after my Reconnection essions and to think that the decision to heal myself was not from my intent but started from an unsuccessful relationship with a man which was related to my past hang ups! Come to think of this, quite funny. I have had more sensitivity towards vibrations of others, memories of the past stucked in my mind is surfacing, old acquaintance(incl. an ex) starts coming around briefly and subtle thoughts of people would bring them around to me via different form of communication...hmm...very interesting. Energy therapy is really great... and as much conflict with my doubts & love for it, the most important thing for me is to clear my distorted energies within. EFT was great in helping peel certain layers stucked within me and now, I am trying BSFF. I really hope I'll be able to make things move for me or at least allow it since I'm such a sceptic and negative being. *sigh*...this human nature from what I've read in Conversations with God by Neale. I love reading this book and may just read it again. Looks like I'm also a little crazy over EFT and BSFF. Spiritual journey from now onwards.......A slow poke I am so in my mind now, should I read back on this article later?hmmm....I might just want to either delete it or archive it or later to see how much growth I've had over time.

Blog...weblog....or perhaps- Jlog

It never crossed my mind to blog...until I decided to change my mindset and join in the fun to do it just like half of the world's population. Part of me don't want to conform to society's ways but I'm also doing this in the hope to add in & get from money generating sites * I want...want...want more money*. Why can't a "Blog" be called "Tlog" (an abridgment of the term Net log) or a "Jlog" (a term from Journal)? ..sounds weird actually..lol. I hardly write much, did some last year in my friendster account and after knowing someone but things didn't worked out, got inspired to wrote more from what I learnt about myself on that experience....plus..plus..plus....hardly have many friends who I can safely regard them as true blue mates that you can call to chat long hours without the interruptions of their self-centeredness intertwined, women are them...lol. Not to say that I have an issue with that but when women get together, they tend to think about their own problems and they can go on & on & on about it. I'm a woman and I get that but it's sometimes annoying that you want a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on but you have to give instead as you don't want to look selfish. *A-ha, something to write on this later* But I digress on the new thought for now. Not an avid reader or eloquest speaker or a born writer but it's no harm trying right? and I was told that I explain well with much honesty on what I feel from what I see on an experience(ie: telling it like it is), very encouraging. Hopefully, I'm able to channel my creative juices or what's left of it to this medium!